Hummm?
this is the question I seem to be asking myself lately, Hummmm, I wonder what I will do now? I find it amazingly unfortunate how life can throw a curve in your plans. One day a person could have their whole life planned and then then next they are packing up their tiny ford escort and saying goodbye to a short chapter in their book of life. I will miss that chapter. I find myself asking what I will do next.
In this season of my life I have made a few big leaps. Now I am holding in mid air. I don't really know if it is possible to stay put in mid air very long. The big question on my mind is church, I recently became engaged to the true church. The Orthodox Church, if you are not familiar with it. I discovered the church threw a very dear, dear friend. (Strange how things can change so quickly) I am learning the doctrine, the lingo and history. I believe that it is the true church, and that Mary was more than just any woman. But now here I am in my hometown, with many reformed churches, and I wonder what I will do. Will I continue down my path with the true church? Or will I take the road much more traveled? I am comforted by the fact that they are both centered around Jesus, all I can do right now is pray and come to one conclusion, hummm.. hold please.
Lord have mercy.
Hold on, don't give up. It's scary, but I'm sure it will be worth all the struggle.
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