Monday, October 19, 2009

Hold Please...

Hummm?
this is the question I seem to be asking myself lately, Hummmm, I wonder what I will do now? I find it amazingly unfortunate how life can throw a curve in your plans. One day a person could have their whole life planned and then then next they are packing up their tiny ford escort and saying goodbye to a short chapter in their book of life. I will miss that chapter. I find myself asking what I will do next.
In this season of my life I have made a few big leaps. Now I am holding in mid air. I don't really know if it is possible to stay put in mid air very long. The big question on my mind is church, I recently became engaged to the true church. The Orthodox Church, if you are not familiar with it. I discovered the church threw a very dear, dear friend. (Strange how things can change so quickly) I am learning the doctrine, the lingo and history. I believe that it is the true church, and that Mary was more than just any woman. But now here I am in my hometown, with many reformed churches, and I wonder what I will do. Will I continue down my path with the true church? Or will I take the road much more traveled? I am comforted by the fact that they are both centered around Jesus, all I can do right now is pray and come to one conclusion, hummm.. hold please.

Lord have mercy.